Hello

I love DSBM as music but i dont really understand their views. I just watched One metal on youtube where they interviewed bands like leviathan and xasthur and striborg. I cant understand for example a guy like scott conner or kvarforth why do people like these choose to stay miserable and depressed without just ending it all? It doesnt make any sense to me. Or a guy like kim carlsson from hypothermia who has his entire body and arms full of cuts. And i dont understand why these people choose to glorify suicide or self harm. Well i love the music thats all.

Go get professional help. If you keep up this suicidal stuff, I will simply ban you for a few reasons:
1) It gets fucking tedious
2) We don't want to be held responsible for your last cry for help on the net, before you accidentally actually kill yourself instead of just making a stupid scene like you intended
3) It gets fucking tedious