Hail There,

I am a huge collector of Black Metal specially Depressive Suicidal Black Metal.
I have over than 4,000 items in my collection.

Anyway I am searching for some releases for a while but without any luck pampas someone can help out here.

Here is the list:

DESOLATION DEPRESSION - SUICIDAL THOUGHTS - SELF-RELEASED
DESOLATION DEPRESSION - NIGHT OF SUICIDE... - SELF-RELEASED
PAINFUL DEPRESSION - KEEPING THE PAIN ALIVE - VIA NEGATIVA RECORDS
SORCIER DES GLACES - SNOWLAND (NOT ON LABEL) CDR
WEDARD - AM ANFANG WAR ES LICHT... (NOT ON LABEL (WEDARD SELF-RELEASED)) CDR
WEDARD - ...VON LIEBE UND WÄLDERN (NOT ON LABEL (WEDARD SELF-RELEASED)) CDR
WEDARD - VALKYREN FROST (IRMINSUL RECORDS)
OBSCURE - ALONE (FROM FRANCE) - CDR - (DEPRESSIVE ILLUSIONS RECORDS)
OBSCURE - AGONY (FROM FRANCE) - TAPE - (DEPRESSIVE ILLUSIONS RECORDS)
FUNERAL TORMENTLY - TRAGIC AUTUMN - CDR - (DEPRESSIVE ILLUSIONS RECORDS)
EMPTINESS SOUL - NO FUTURE - CDR - (DEPRESSIVE ILLUSIONS RECORDS)
EMPTINESS SOUL - TEARS OF THE SUN - CDR - (NORTHERN POINT RECORDS)
ERLÖSUNG - TÖTE DICH SELBST - SUICIDE HOLOCAUST - CDR - (DEPRESSIVE ILLUSIONS RECORDS)
FORÊT - SPIRITUAL MYSTERES CHAOS - TAPE - (DEPRESSIVE ILLUSIONS RECORDS)
TEARS OF A FORGOTTEN LIFE - MELANCHOLIA - CDR - (DEPRESSIVE ILLUSIONS RECORDS)
KALL ENSAMHET - FILL YOUR HEART WITH PAIN AND SORROW - CDR - (DEPRESSIVE ILLUSIONS RECORDS)
NOSTALGIA - A 512 DEVIL MUSIC VOL.2 (FROM PERU) - (MAGISTELLUS INFERNAL PRODUCTIONS)
LIFE OF DESPAIR - SILHOUETTES REFLECTING IN THE NIGHTSKY - (RUNENSTEIN RECORDS)
TODESSEHNSUCHT - STILLSTAND - NOCTURNAL EMPIRE
KERKER - EACH NIGHT WHILE YOU SLEEP... - SELF-RELEASED
STERBEKLANG - COSMODERNE - ARTICAZ
STERBEKLANG - LEERE - ARTICAZ

I know these releases are not easy to find but I want to try anyway.

Thanks a lot.

Greetings,

C.A.